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There are the assholes that you meet, and want to hurt. Then there are the assholes you’d wanna keep around.

For me, there’s an asshole I’d want to still be a friend to. But sometimes, I wonder if they’re really worth fighting for. I’d like to think that I give as much as I could to the friendship, but I don’t think the feeling is mutual.

So maybe I should just deal with the asshole, move on with life, and forget about them when the time comes.

You know what’s more worse than having your boyfriend’s roommate walk in on you and your bu having sex?
Having your father do the same thing.

Because lying to yourself is a sin…

I think people need to start accepting their own truths. I don’t think God takes well to people who deny themselves from what really goes on. But that could be just me. I mean, after all, when Jesus was on earth, he took in Mary Magdalene, Zacchaeus, and Thomas. They all had some sort of issue before meeting Jesus. With Mary, she was a prostitute. Zacchaeus was a conniving tax man. Thomas, well, he needed to actually see Jesus before believing he was resurrected.

So how dare you “followers of god” who think they could pass judgement for him, just because they don’t live the way you do, or they don’t act like you, or they don’t eat your sandwich (it’s a metaphor).

God will accept you even if you like an egg sandwich!

I know this, because I know god loves everyone unconditionally. Because he sent his only so to be crucified for our sins. Because through Jesus we could gain forgiveness. Yes, that includes gay people, the handicapped, women who went for abortions, everyone.

I find men attractive, same goes for women.

When it comes to sex, I could see myself only having sex with men. I really couldn’t imagine myself going down on a girl.

But lately, I’ve been thinking a lot. Mostly about whether or not I could see myself in a romantic relationship.

Sometimes, I’d like to believe so. But there are other times where I would like to have a companionship. Like a best friend to a best friend sort of thing, with a straight man. I just want the comfort of someone… to hold their hand, maybe even kiss them. Not necessarily be sexually interested in them.

I wonder if I could even gain that sort of relationship. I’d like to try that once.

Maybe I should just stay away from love for a long time. I feel so confused…

I need to get a different lens. I swear.

^_^ Hehehe. Rainy days in Hawaii will make you draw the weirdest stuff.

Preview of March 17th photos.

Currently in the process of editing some, choosing some, etc etc etc.

Last of the set I’m posting tonight/this morning.

I’m drained.

Sexy sweaty boarders. Oh baby. -_-

Hot models: Todd & Cameron

The natural part of St. Patty’s day.